Slow Down
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So recently I've been really evaluating my life and comparing my life to others. How much i want a stable life and a stable job and as you know I'm a dancer, actor, singer, model, blogger, sales assistant etc. etc. etc so its far from stable!
It's hard you know! Being self employed, not knowing how much you will make this month, constantly having a penciled in diary, thinking you have secured a job that could pay £200 a day but have it canceled the day before.
This industry is really getting to me at the moment and its so easy to forget how far you've come in the last couple of years or how much you have achieved.
Sometimes you have to just step back and think what amazing things you've been a part of and what amazing people you have met in life and worked with.
Whats the hurry i am 22. I have my whole life ahead of me! right?!
I wish someone could just tell me my future:
"keep auditioning and you will get a job in a 3 year contract next year"
I could keep auditioning for the rest of my life and never get a long period of work...
it's so difficult!
What to do now? I will carry on and keep working hard and struggling every month to pay rent i just hope something happens soon.
Sorry about my ramblings haha!
AND BREATHE!
